This is where I'm at these days! Good old Rexburg Idaho. Super windy and super cold, but a cute little town all the same. I like it here a lot. I like praying before every class, singing a hymn and having each class end with a testimony and "amen". Its super [:
No where else on the planet thats like this one. Can you go to any other classes and not have to take everything taught with a grain of salt? Can your testimony and knowledge grow faster anywhere else?
No. No it can't. Thank you Rexburg for being exceptional. Sorry I left you Easter Weekend. I'll be here for a bit now [:
First things first: Isn't he just the cutest boy ever? [:
I think so too.
So it was a pretty peachy weekend. It started out a little shakey. Silly little Amy. Seems as though as soon as I make a decision that involves me progressing in life the adversary realllly wants me to stay in one spot. Kinda like my Mom... haha [; Just kidding mother.
But yes anyhow I'll go into greater detail about the weekend since this is like my journal.
Well as sooooon as he got here its like I was FLOODED with all of these doubts and paralyzing thoughts. I felt like I didn't really know him, I was too young, I was going to miss my family etc. All of which are valad thinks to take stock of of course, but not in a doubt your own judgement sense. I was extremely uptight all day and trying to figure out how I felt. I began to kind of feel like there's no way I could tell him that I got my answer if I was still freaking out in my head, it just wouldn't be fair to him. But then I also thought If I didn't move forward I'd just panic standing in one spot. Finally I told him about how I was kind of stressing, and told him about different things I have learned in my life that I can't seem to forget or shake. He just talked to me about it and understood everything, and reminded me that if I have had those peaceful feelings I can't let myself forget them. And we just talked, although he stil didn't know WHY I was really panicking in THAT moment haha. I am just kinda a snail at this whole moving forward thing. But I'm learning slowly [:
Anyhow the next day we went to Bountiful and the drive there was really fun and just cute. When we got there there were people taking wedding pictures at the fountain so we couldn't go to that side, but he really liked the temple. Which is good because its my favorite. So it was kinda requirment [;
But then I was like....mmm I have something to tell you. And me being shy, I was like hugging him so he wouldn't see my face. Then I told him that I "got my answer" and I guess because I wouldn't let him see my face he thought it was no. So he looked at me heart broken and said "its no??" And it was the saddest thing ever. I was like NO NO NO its yes! lol. And He got really excited. It was cute. And I liked it quite a bit. [: We mildly talked about where we will live in terms of Logan or Rexburg, and talked about price of school vs where we will be working etc. Because of the contrast in school cost we decided to just make it about what will be best for us newly wed wise, instead of about money.
We shall see!! [:
But yes. It was an exciting weekend. And. Probably only my stalker, Jamie, Kyle, and whoever Garth tells will reallllly know. [:
YAY!
